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Friday, 21 September 2012

If look a little closer

The day has come an end and I am about to leave the office. I am tired from the week's work. This week I have been confused and saw how my life could change. It is amazing how things can change, people most of the time look at what they see at the moment and forget about the change that can happen between then and now. Thats why you as a person never allow what happened to you bring you and define who are whether how bad it was learn from it and leave it in the past and focus on who you want to be and make the necessary changes to be that person.

I admit life is not always a bed of roses but it is also a wonderful experiance to grow and learn and meet new people and experience different things and before you know it you have grown to this woman you always imagened yourself to be of cause you also recognise your weaknesses that you still need to work on but the joy of seeing God transforming you and now people might see the same Nandipha but you know everything has changed and that change is being transmitted all around you and people who are close to.... to be continued

Tuesday, 7 August 2012

The Fasting Of Daniel

In the church we are starting the fasting of 21 days seek God 's presence, His Spirit. It is a great opportunity for me and everytime it comes it feels like the first time for me, I guess it is because God is always taking us in other level in a relationship with Him. Now its time to overcome things that I have not managed to overcome till now.

God has changed my character a lot till now it make excited to know that He is able to groom me even more. I want to preach His word as I have been slacking in this area. I have been having many excuses, yes I have many things to do but as a christian no matter how busy we are, we can not be too busy that we can 't have time to save souls for His kingdom.

Why have I not been not evangelising to my full potential, it is because I lacked the courage to do it, ofcourse I can give many excuses to make me feel better about what I jus wrote but covered by those many excuses that I can give you the source is lack of courage. Do I fear people? no, then why I lack love to do it and I want God to give me that love to vengelise. I do not want to do it because I have to do, I want to understand its importance. I want when I evangelise to have a sincere desire for God to change the person's life as He has chnged mine and many others.

I used to be in love with God and many distractions came and without reliasing love disappeared and now I have given many excuses but I come this time to say my God make Nandipha to be in love with you. When you are in love you have no desire to hide but you want to tell everyone. I do not want to do the work of God as an obligation but I want to love what I do. I do not want to evangelise because of the position I have in the church, I want to evangelise because I God has opened my eyes and I want to rescue those who are blind as I was once was.

I can write all day but what I want to say if you read this by any chance God is real and Jesus Christ dead for your sins and He loves you He wants you back. The devil stole you but the is a way back to God which is Jesus Christ and I am sorry for all the time I did not have the courage to approach you because you looked fine in the nice car, expensive clothes and beautiful make up. Christians are not perfect but their desire is to be thats why we go to church as often as can, give many things that we want to do and we remain christians even when we made mistakes and people are ready to judge us and they say they do not want to be christains but remember christians are not JESUS CHRIST but they are following Him. When you are following it means you do not know the way but the one you follow knows and if you take your eyes from that person you might take the wrong direction but we refuse to stay in the wrong direction because we missed a step so it is your choice God bless. I am going in thi campaign in this faith, the Universal Church of the Kingdom of God is all over the world so please come join us and seek the Holy Spirit with us so that we can overcome what impeded us to be like the one we follow Jeses Christ.

Love Nandipha

Friday, 20 July 2012

Stand Still

Most of the time we want to do something to fix but it is hard to stand by and watch things happen especially things we have no control of but God. Sometimes we talk when we are suppose to be silent and keep quiet when we are suppose to talk, we do what we want and what we do is not always best or said at the wrong time or in a wrong way because of lack of direction. It is hard not knowing what to do but what makes everything way better for me is to give everything God's hand and sometimes I do not get the answer as soon as I want and during that time I do nothing but give the situation in God's freind and I listen.

I learnt when I have done things this way I have direction and my direction is God, I am not know what is the way forward after a lose, tragedy and pain but when I am looking at God the future always looks brighter and I work on things that I am able to do and leave the ones I can't change in His hands. I pray for courage to put in practice what God tells me to do when He told me or shown me. I know that is God when I have the certainity inside me that it is Him that is speaking and He always give me strength to do what He needs me to do and the results are always better than what I would have had if I went on did things my way.

God is near stand still, trust Him know He is God. He will never leave nor forsake you. He said even if a mother should forget her child He will not forget us. He is the almighty, covers our shame, He said we will remember the shame of our youth no more that is the past because He has made us new beings who live and direct ourlives according His will.

I love you saviour, I will stand still until you tell me what to do, when you have made my path straight so that I can walk through.

Monday, 9 July 2012

Me

I learnt that when you do not allow God to fight for you, you fight for yourself. Everyone becomes your enemy, its you against them but when you let God fight for you, you becomes an enemy to noone, when I say you have no enemy, I am not saying everyone loves you and everyone agrees with you but you love everyone, you respect everyone but you might not agree with everyone but that does not make them your enemy. When you have enemys it is hard to make peace, you even say that you have made peace but what kind of peace that you are not free to express yourself with, you can not talk to certain people.
I talk to everyone and the one who does not talk to me have one difficult task of answering me when I talk to her.
Lets seek godliness above all things, showing who we are does not realy end anyway and you lose joy, love and friendships in the process and the ones you have will final see you for who you are and leave if you do not change.
Lets love in truth.

Tuesday, 3 July 2012

The decisions we make

Decisions decide our results, will we have joy or sadness. I pray about the decisions that I make almost every day becuase it is eay to choose what we think its best but sometimes even our knowledge and wisdom disappoints us. Making decisions with God involved, we get the best results or better than what we would have reaped if we did it what seems best. Making a decision knowing that is with you eliminates many things fear, doubt and you have no regrets.

That is why in proverbs 31 there is a verse tha a woman of God laughs at tomorrow, you move forward with no fear becuase the almighty God is with you and He is greater than your worst fear and so you have peace with in you and joy, a joy that is not brought by a blessing of any sort whether the blessing is there or not the joy and peace is there becuase God is your peace, security and the meaning of your life. The more I tal about Him ther more I fall inlove with Him, Oh my God may your love grow each day within me so that it can not be just in my heart but be in the hearts of those I meet, talk to, stay with and in those who come across what I write.

Love, God is love.
Nandipha